Nicola’s Blog

i find it really difficult to connect with ppl sometimes…lol…its not that i wanna connect connect you know…its i don understand how ppl thinks… i understand how weird can sumone be..but what about annoyance… is that something that comes naturally to a person.. but i’ve seen ppl with really annoying personality… i just cant seem to see their purpose of being damn idiotic.. is this a habit??? i really don know… i am seeking for answers and hopefully CURE for this kind of ppl… i hope they really see what they are doing to others…annoying ppl is just not a right to do… what if they annoy you back…how would you feel??? everything they wanna do it their way… FYI you are not the only living human on earth…

muahahaha….i passed my driving test d…

now i can legally drive on road…

a van came to pick me up at abt 8 and there were a few ppl in the van d…the driver drop all of us in soon lee… after paying and taking our attendance, we went back into the van and he drove us to seberang perai, Melati Driving School…i’ve been there a few times… one of the pegawai took our ID and L license…then he gave us this kinda stupid survey form…asking abt the toilet’s cleaniness and etc… then we waited kinda long before we were divided in to groups…i was in the third group…with a few other malay girls…mostly older than me…we were all laughing and talking to relieve the tension and nerves..then a few minutes later it was my turn to be tested…

i actually almost failed the on road test but the pegawai was kinda not paying attention to the road…always on his phone…LUCKILY…

when i first went into the car…i checked everything and when i was about to drive, i forgotten to release the hand break…malunya…then the pegawai did it for me…i was pretty tensed so i did not know when to change the gear … i just simply changed when i think is right… the stupid clutch was a big big big disaster….it was to high…when it came to the end of the route i was super relieved…i din even dare to see whether i pass or failed….

i just went out of the car slowly walk to the table…sign everything…and then he said the three words…"KAMU SUDAH PASS"….woohoo….then he say wait for the parking test…

i was kinda hungry so i went to the canteen…there was nothing to eat…so drank a can of soya and a packet of twisties…

i met angeline from cgl… she was nice…she passed the road test too… so as we ate we talked abt school and etc…

luckily i had my mp3 player with me or else i’ll be bored to death…i think i waited for abt 2 hours then only my name was called for the other test…

i was damn nervous…and it was damn hot…waiting for my turn under sun… the car came i went in and again i forgotten to release the hand breaks… i went thru the hill test smoothly the parking…whoa…i was freaking out like mad in the car…so i put on the earphones again…there were three lots,everyone failed the parking in the second lot…where i was in…i was saying to myself…SHIT, THIS LOT IS CURSED….hahahaha….

thankfully…i pass the paking test…then the turning test…pass also…

stop the car…came out when to the booth, took my forms,sign and again the three words…KAMU SUDAH PASS…tunggu 3 hingga satu minggu untuk P license kamu….

i was damn happy….and still happy….

reach home at abt 4…ate LUNCH…bathe and slept…

then woke up at almost 7….

ate again and when to tuition…

I AM SO HAPPY….

~TATA~

buhbye

haihzzz…. i am going start this blog with a loud sigh….

i am very sick the ways some ppl thinks… i am not sure about you guys out there but.. how can you even ask for something you don even deserve… some things you cant ask… you earn it..but some ppl just don understand how this works…they keep asking, giving hints and all this crap… i just don think this is the right way…for example, apologies… how can you ask ppl to apologize to you.. eventhough the person could be in the wrong…but there is just no way for you to ask… it is exactly like you ask for something that does not belong to you… you may think it is right but hey… everything you think may not be right… so please think again…what you did and all the stuffs you said…

and one more thing… it does not even matter if you beg or cry for it…if it does not belong to you…it will never be…

i am actually just typing out watever that is in my mind…no offence to those who thinks they are involve in this…it is nothing personal…

some may think i am right and agree with it, some may think i am being self pathetic… but hey like i what i said just now… i am just speaking my mind..

i am so freaking mad… i was in the golf msspp for three days….i was in a buggy with no partner…this sux even more…but it was ok until the stupid buggy breaks wasnt working that well…tak makan langsung break tersebut…hampir mati… it went up the slope quite well but when it came down it was a total disaster… it went into the drain…fortunately i was lucky and fast enough to slip off the seat and sat on the ground or else i will be a pancake d…i was pretty freaked out…it was very helpful of the guys and the rumput man and my flight mates(dylis and catherine) to help me get out and move the buggy to the track…

the next day when i went back to the course…some guys was asking me whether was i the girl whose buggy went into the drain….i was like YESSS….some of them even say ‘what a lembu’….

and for your info i got 5th…. i should have gotten like 4th or 3rd… but this girl was cheating on her strokes…i am so pissed…. arghhhh….. she was acting so innocent in front of me summor….shit her man…she should be DQ… but it was also very stupid of me not to complain about her to the people there….never mind…i was satisfied with my score as it was only my first competition…it was not all bad…

now i am like hooked to golf d… thinking of playing golf whenever i am free….and i love being under the sun driving the buggy(eventhough it is DANGEROUS) and seeing the ball fly when you hit it…pure satisfaction..

FYI: GOLF IS NOT FOR OLD PEOPLE..IT IS A MIND CHALLENGING GAME..IT NEEDS MENTAL INTELLIGENCE TO PLAY GOLF..(FOR GIRLS)YOU CAN GET RID OF THE LOVE HANDLES AS IT NEEDS LOTS OF HIPS MOVING…

i was in school as usual….just when the school gonna end…."the best discipline teacher" came to the class and started calling out names…. i was so damn relieved when my name wasn’t called….. after all the shitty stuffs…. i was told i wasn’t doing my f***ing duty….not out of class but in the class….. WTF…. am i the only prefect in class….

and talking abt the prefects in my class….

the are the most idiotic assholes i have ever seen…the most pathetic….they are so power crazy that they will betray and back stab just to kiss teachers’ ass…. dont they have any thing else better to do….

and FYI….the blady teacher asked me whether i wanna resign or not….

of course i wont….i will be there to make her life a living hell….

haihzzz…..boring la… holidays actually sux if you have no where to go….

i am just here to complain big time as i got nothing to do…..

at home got nothing to do….go to school oso very boring…

dunno la wat to do….

……….buh bye………..